静静的

在这一瞬间我真得很想什么也不做，不想，不听，我只想静静的。。

太多的事发生了，我似户都喘不过气来！一波未平一波又起！！！我真的真得很累了，再也撑不下去了，很辛苦。我真的很想再去旅行，一个人无忧无虑的去让即天涯海角。远离是非之地。静静的过我该过的生活。

遗憾

听说，爱是对的，

错的是我们，

还没有学会怎样去爱，就急着爱

而爱错人？

和你吵吵闹闹的日子

对我而言真的是一种无法表达的痛

也是一种心灵上的折磨

你总会让我无缘无故的流泪

让我感到害怕，

痛，

不知所措！

难道这就是你爱我的方式吗？

常挂在你嘴边的那么一句

“我爱你”

对我而言

意义早已不再完美

也只能怪

不曾去了解“我爱你”这三个字的意义

光口说“我爱你”

只会让我感到很压抑

同时也感到无法呼吸

这种无法呼吸的痛

难道这就是你对我的爱吗？

我常对你说

不爱我时候就放开我

为何你还要紧紧地把我牵着

别再勉强自己再去爱我吧！

这样下去你我都会无法呼吸

你我之间。。。

现在

只拥有一大堆数不完的遗憾

背着遗憾你会活的比别人快乐吗？

难道只就是你所说的“我爱你”吗？

我到底是爱错了

还是我错爱了

我总觉得

“他”不是我爱的“他”

明天的回忆

看你一眼

都看成永远

怕梦刹那变从前

我染上思念

跪在爱的面前

心疼到不能语言

每刻相聚

都像是结局

时间让一切老去

我拼命抹去

你情丝唇语

用遗忘对抗时时别离

我知道缠绵将是寂寞的回忆

我知道誓言不一定能留住你

我只管爱你只管想你

不去想延续

每一次见你都像第一次相遇
我知道今天将是明天的回忆

我知道泪水将是往事的插曲

我在你怀里不能呼吸

任由你将明日

含恨成回忆

哭成无语

不堪回忆

OMG!!

why i keep on view his blog again and again everyday?

i'm going crazy man!!!!

WTF am i thinking and doing?

After searching facebook today... i feel so sad that i saw someone had gf.. i know it since quit a long time.. but i just don hope myself will click in his profile i know i'll not happy to see it.. when someone told me about him and his gf i just try to ignore what the ppl said.. i just hope it neer happen.... and i don wan him to hv gf..... i feel he just not belong to her although he never belong to me..... he said he'll be single all his life time.. liar.... The girl should not is the one he love... why? why? why? he choose her... the more longer i stay on his profile the more i fedup... i'm not jealous but arggggg~~!!! u had break my heart..

JUST WAN HIM BE SINGLE...... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anywhr wish u good luck and all the best..

ratatouille come to visit my house....

i'm feel so lucky that i meet ratatouille face to face... &*&^%$$$$#@!!@!@$%

The place whr i staying now was full mouse.. (Taman Mutiara Barat have to change Bandar Rataouille). when the darkness come all the mouse will appear everywhr around the housing area.. why this will happen???? will mouse come to attack human one day???? who know.. mayb it will happen... besides that, we also can see mouse gathering party or pot luck party by the drain, walkway, some gather under trees or behind flowers pot...

actually thr is nothing so surprise if thr is a mouse accidently came in my house... this mouse had been stay in my house for 3 to 4 days.. and i cant find it out for the 1st 2 days... till last night i saw it... at 1st i decide wan to catch it.. but how to catch??? haih... so i just talk to the mouse actually give it some advice which hope it can leave my house b4 i kill it... and i back to sleep coz i too tired after date with bluey and benny... hahahaha.... the next day i told my bf about the mouse.... and i told him the place whr the mouse hide and hope he can catch it for me... @.@

I start to control in my eating.. since my sugar level is quit high in my last blood test... i hv to control which start from my daily eating style and hv to do more exercise.. hehe.. i hope my body's sugar level will drop to the healthy level... no rice, fruits (which contain high sugar level such as oranges), soft drinks, and etc that contain sugar.. and i really dunno what i should eat.. and i hv to start diet to have a more healthiest health. " No One Can Care About my health; Other Than Myself" ... so we must love my body more.. we must try to prevent ourselves from sickness... take good care with out body.....

one day one meal (PUASA).. i had start FASTING since last few week.. and i feel that my body wealth was dropped and i hope i can keep on to loss down my body wealth.. hehe.. 1st, i take only breakfast and mayb sometime just only lunch.. dinner i usually will skip it and i had cut off supper... no more meggi goreng, roti tisu, roti telur, and so and so...

hope u all don ask me out for supper ever after lo... haha.. clubbing boleh la...

to be continue...